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shit i didn't realise that entry on my friends list is SO PORN.

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 13:32:16 GMT

I'm talking to 6 people at the same time through MSN. Shit I miss them so so so much!

These people serve as reminders of who I really am, as I've grown with them, and they're part of me. And it won't be right and complete if I totally forget about them. Like what ashikin had said, this terrifies me. I was telling Nav, that I hope we'll be close when we grow up and stuff.
'When you get married I make murukus for you'
'And when I'm giving birth you boil hot water'
And then I felt really sad, and got teary and all? I can't imagine life without her, without the people close to me. Corny, but it's true. I told her, when we getting back our results, that's the last time we're coming back as a clan. ): These are some of the reasons why I DREAD results day. feck it feck it.

We're not gonna have CCAs! How annoying is that? Unless they change their minds or sthg.

Went for lunch with them today! Omgawdzz the Mee Hongkong, or rather, Kway Teow, was so mengenyangkan. And Khairul Anwar's bro is in MI too! But ahah too bad I like Khairil and not Khairul. Then the whole bunch of us took bus to Tampines, and it was havoc on the upper deck! then went rounding at TM, and then we went home. Toys R Us don't have those funky sweets anymore.

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 12:49:53 GMT

Selamat Hari Raya Haji!

Still having a sore throat. It’s worsened by the NanoNano sweets, I think. I wish they would sleep or sthg. I wanna watch the Billboard Music Awards at 1, not some drama on Suria. It’s been raining almost everyday. I hope this keeps up, at least we’ll have flag-raising in the gymnasium. I hate to attend flag-raising at the bball court. Sucks like crazy and scares the shit out of me.

Going to Nenek’s place later! Yay!

the 'B' playlist

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 12:49:00 GMT

Yesterday was my mum’s 52nd birthday! <3

GP lecture for 1h 30mins twas a little draggy and boring but interesting. Econs lecture was more of doing cloze passage kinda thing and the lecturer is well, funny! In that old man way, if any. And business lecture was the best! Haha guess why, I wasn’t even listening and was busy away chatting with Partheban. She was sort of digressing anw, so not listening for today was okay. And surprise, surprise, I didn’t sit at the back today. XD Lit H1 lecture was the shortest, the teacher is my OG tutor, and there were so few students! Why ah. Literature is very interesting y’know. And Red Cross Guy and Attitude Guy is in my class. Thank goodness for Partheban, if not I would have died of boredom or sthg today. And he likes sneakers and old skool too! (: I think I would save $100 for that Nikes. And $30 for that one, and $20 for the other one. Yum.

And I so embarrassed myself in front of Rock Band Guy! He’s actually Chikka’s friend, and when I was telling her that we called him that, he was somewhere behind me and I got away as fast as possible while Chikka told her IJ friends, and him. Shiat shiat. I think his name’s Russell or sthg. Start with R also what.

Walked all the way to the bus stop near Maris today to meet Qisi. Went back to Cedar. Ahhh, the memories. I felt a bit emo and nostalgic. And Susan is a temporary teacher there! Like OMG! I met MS Chng at the bus stop and she asked me to see what bus is coming. And I told her I couldn’t see! And she said I was vain, cus I didn’t wanna wear my specs. Haha, durh.

I hope CCA would start real soon. Ate a lot today. Had rice with kangkong and sausages for 1st break, cheesecake for 2nd break. And when I met Nurul for lunch later, I had curry chicken noodle and takoyaki, and then OCK curry puff. That’s a lot of food. And I saw NanoNano! (: Our childhood sweets. Borrowed the curious incident of the dog in the night-time book and guards!guards! Now I don’t have to stay in MI library to read the former anymore (:

I got a pair of ballet pumps! Or whatever you call it! And the two thingys at the front of each shoe came off. The one on the right came off first, and I thought it would look weird. So I took scissors and cut off the ones on the left too. I think it looks better now without the thingys.

Dia starting again today! Omgawdzzzzz Ari Wibowo. Dies.

I’m getting another piercing with Nikki! (: Oh the excitement. And the fear, of course.

I feel like I’m talking weird today. Saw him twice today and each time I did, I was wishing that I would vaporise away. ):

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 14:28:07 GMT

Okay what is wrong with this layout? Feck it. Anw, I woke up at 730pm just now thinking that I was late for work. I had a REALLY funny dream! I miss my Cedar friends. Results soon? Eeek.

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 07:40:52 GMT

Omfg today was a Four Yellow Cars Day? Okay whatever, it's just a really bad day. I wish they would stop teasing me abt it, it's not that i'm not 'sporting' or what, but it's just plain dumb and fucking embarassing for ME. and maybe also him. I'm really dreading sch on Monday. And I hate flag raising. So I'll be in the toilet from Monday onwards, until flag raising is over.

And about the other one, at least he's not so bad. He seems extremely shy but he's gentlemanly. I skipped two Malay periods today cus I thought that I don't need to go since I took HML in sec sch! So I stayed in the library with Chikka, Roy and Eli and twas reading The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time. And later on found out that there were abt 80 Malay students and that I HAFTA go for Malay lessons cus there's a change in the syllabus or sthg. Had break with Eli, Viv, Qian Yi and a few others, and I ate cheesecake, which was quite commendable. Econs lecture with Nanny was damn enjoyable! Though the Malay gang at the back were teasing me and stuff. Anw it was not very interesting, and so we were singing songs and checking out people. And then there's the hot Presbyterian guy. He's still there. And another guy who looks like he's from a rock band, so we called him the Rock Band Guy. I realise that I don't really click with some of my OG mates. They are either too, you know, full of comments or just too extra. Eeeek. Some were like,'Huh you wanna stay here ah? Eeeee don't want lah. The place so rundown. Somemore the people so slack and it's 3 years leh.I'd rather go poly you know.' Fuck you lah. Going to a better place won't buy you a ticket to heaven right? And they make it sound as if my school is like SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HORRIBLE. Well, it's not. And the ones that I click with like Yixian, Ernest, Nikki and Farah are all in different courses, so I have to like, er, make new friends all over again? Gah.

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 12:02:13 GMT

OH MY GAWD. I swear he found out that I checked out his profile and he's teasing me about it! But I set my settings to anonymous! So what the hell! And he's asking whether I'm gna add him or not.

SOMEONE SHOOT ME PLEEEEZE.

Shit I'm feeling so paiseh.

sch's not so bad

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 09:02:59 GMT

Last day of Orientation! Okay anyway, Yi Xiang is actually Yixian, and Nelson is actually Ernest. Oooops. They are so beng-ish funny!! Ahh too bad we're nt gonna go to the same classes. We won the Wild Wild Wet game! And I don't hate * that much anymore, cus now I think she's ok. Okay before the Mass Dance finale today, ALL of us hadta play that 'As we walk to the left, as we walk to the right' haha I think it's called the Friendship Dance. Then the emcee say that at the end of it all, the guy behind you is gna be your dancing partner! And I got a girl! And i think she got pissed off when I told one of the OGLs that I don't want a girl for my partner. I MEAN. It's gna be damn gay and weird. So I had this guy called Duc (pronounced as Derk) as my dancing partner, and he's okay! (: Let me just say, the guys at the back, especially the malay guys, are NUTS. They are funny and loud people, and super enthu!!!! Then there was this VS guy who said that I was frm tarian. And I was like, okay. He looks familiar though, and he asked if I know Shas. And this Marist guy asked if I know Fad. I was wondering, do I look like a walking Friendster machine?

So that's all. The hot Presbyterian High guy is transferring out of MI. Actually many are transferring out, and I have no freaking idea why. And I talked to my erm OGL today! Hehe he's nice and he's in Year 2. And Fizah!!! omygawd I can't wait t see her tmr! She was frm SHF last time, just like me, and she said there's only floorball in MIB. But my ahem OGL said that there's hockey, and there's transport to shuttle us to MITT for training! omygawd so coooool! (:

I notice that aviators make one look good.

Lessons start tmr! My writing gears need to be oiled.

see you next year! Literally.

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 15:06:52 GMT

HEY WHORES/GIRLS/LIANS/PEOPLE/MINAHS/ANYONE, HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEAR! May 2006 be a wonderful year for all of us, filled with hot mats/bengs, good results, good hairdays, more moolah and seriously, I hope to be slightly closer to God. I feel guilty that all *this has, or already has been happening. And now I can't pray cus, you know. I'm 'dirty'. Shan't digress!

With the coming new year, it's just bad news: O'S RESULTS ARE ON THE WAAAAAAAY )): I may have to work at that chicken rice place till forever...Today! Hot pool guy with tattoos came down for dinner! And when I went to serve his and his friend's chicken rice, I realise that he's bloody fair, and so his dark green tattoos look fab on him. And I accidentally touched his finger! Omygawd I sound like those teeny boppers. ENOUGH.

I got a tiny-ly striped pink and brown long sleeve tee frm Bossini, and a totally MAT bag from Trendy Zone! Now my pocket got hole lah dei. So tmr, 'staff dinner'!! And all of us squeeze at the back of his car.

I can't often wear dangling earrings anymore, cus my first ear hole on my left ear is, er, stretching vertically down. It's gross. And the right one is beginning to that too, cus my earring will be crusty and all aft that. !!!

I saw Ng Yiqin and her friend just now walking past my stall! I shouted but she didn't hear. Must be the eagerness for 2006.

And my throat hurts! Too much smoke goin' around.

Writing again next year!

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 18:11:04 GMT

1. Time of starting This?
1.53 am

2. Were you named after anyone?
No.

3. Do you wish on stars?
For the fun of it.

4. When did you last cry?
when i accidentally tugged my eyelash. pain sia!

5. What is your favourite meat?
pork. haha kidding! i like, fish.

6. What is your most embarrassing CD on your shelf?
i don't think it's avril!

7. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you?
haah yeah whyy not?

8. Are you a daredevil?
no.

9. How do you release anger?
by doing things that require force. or, bathe. or do something extremely soothing.

10.Where is your second home?
Chicken rice stall haha!

11. Do you trust others easily?
not really.

12. What was your favourite toy as a child?
this yellow palstic teddy bear tt used to contain body powder.

13. What class in school do you think is totally useless?
ALL CLASSES. Except for Malay(social interaction time), PE, and Physics. Durh!

14. Do you use sarcasm a lot?
OF COURSE NOT.

15. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?
no. !

16. What do you look for in a guy/girl?
the way he carries himself. and his charm. (:

17. Would you bungee jump?
NO. eeeks bt i want! i'll be screaming all the way down.

18. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
i tie my laces in a way that don't require me to touch them, ever again.

19. What's your favourite ice cream flavour?
Currently, BON BON ROCHER. It's heaven.

20. what is your favourite colour?
Green. and maroon. black?

21. What is your least favourite thing?
being too lazy to bathe after work when i get home? and oh, lying. ): and, lack of moooolah.

23. What do you miss most right now?
talking to Anita. Cedar. Colouring my hair.

24. What are you listening to right now?
WMP's off.

25. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
green!

26. What is the weather like right now?
it's at night. cooling.

27. Last person you talked to on the phone?
Farhana's family member. Really.

28. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Face lah!

29. Do you like the person who sent you this?
I ripped it from Sindhoo (:

30. How are you today?
PMS-Y i think.

31. Favourite drink?
Coke, iced tea.

32. Favourite alcoholic drink?
Ethanol! haha wat the hell.

33. Natural hair colour?
Black, sadly.

34. Eye colour?
black.

35. Wear contacts?
no.

36. Siblings?
2 elder sisters, 1 younger brother.

37. Favourite month?
I like rainy months. I hate hot months like March, july and Feb.

38. Favourite food?
Chinese-style food.

39. Last movie you watched?
On tv? LOTR. hahah.

40. Favourite day of the year?
i can't choose!

41. Have you ever been too shy to ask someone out?
er no.

42. Scary movies or happy endings?
scary movies. i always mock happy endings.

43. Summer or winter?
winter! i hate hot weathers.

44. Hugs or kisses?
Hugs. I have chapped lips. (:

45. Do you want your friends to write back?
I wont die if they dont ahah.

46. Who is most likely to respond?
Nurul? haha!

47. Who is least likely to respond?
K.Arina haha.

48. What book/magazine are you reading?
I don't even have time to read man.

49. What's on your mouse pad?
No mouse pad.

50. What did you watch on TV last night?
I didnt.

51. Favourite Smell?
Someone's cologne. Ahhhh so sensual!!!

52. Do you regret ever breaking up with someone?
Yeah.

53. Time of finishing?
0206 omg im damn sleepy.

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 14:13:55 GMT

omg chaos rabak giler....

I was wondering, how some people could fall in and out of love, THAT easily. It makes me wonder.

LAST WEEKDAY OF 2005

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 14:07:37 GMT

Savage Garden or Santana's All That I Am ??????

Okay gosh I dunno why I was so pissed during work just nw. I reckon it's either the fucking customer who's being such a man-whore, it's well not exactly MY fault that he sat in front of the fridge right? Or it's just kak yanti being, er, i dunno. I mean, how hard is it to figure out the ways to cut a serai, when it's all gna be blended in the end, RIGHT? Gosh.

Met Arini! And oh my gosh there were plenty of eyecandies. and tsunami giler when Nurul's nt ard.

Anw i was walking towards AMK mrt, when I got this msg:

Hi Deena. I'm *, one of your orientation grp leaders in milennia institute. May I know if you're gonna report to sch on 3rd Jan?

I WAS SHOCKED. For no apparent reason! I mean, DUDE, they know my name. Haha! Well I thought that was pretty cool of MI. Some other schools send out letters, blah blah, but WE get an sms!!

And then she msged me on what to bring, and where to report and stuffs. Report to school gym at 7.30 am! And I'm in Group 5! Haha 5 has always been my, well, favourite number.

Okay I dunno what's gg on between Anita and me. :\

Can't wait for Sunday! MAKAN WITH THE KOOL PEOPLE!

Okay to those of you who urgently/desperately needs the prom pictures, for God-knows what reasons, pleeeease go to sch and collect them frm the mailtray. Don't ask me to mail it to you cus duh, i fucking won't. I'm not DHL or Fedex, neither am i a Postman. I'm a kitchen helper.(YAY MY MUM LET ME WORK PART-TIME)

I HATE people who fucking try too hard to be funny. It's gross. I don't see anything funny in 'Don't count your chickens before they are hatched' or 'How many chickens do you slaughter?' Like, whatever.

I know this totally sounds loser-ish, bt I wonder how it will be like if i'm attached? Like, seriously? Crushes and eyecandies and ogling are FUN, cus there's many of them, but to urm be faithul and commit and whatever to only one? Haha don't think I can handle. Someone pass me the Idiot's Guide to Maintaining A Relationship. I always have this mentality that relationships always end, so what's the point of starting one? And also, don't you get sick and tired of always meeting up with him/her? And also those kind of 'catch-each-others'-eyes' at first sight don't last? Cus it's kind of shallow? hahahahhahahahahahhahaha i think i'd get married to myself.

don't you just agree that avril lavigne writes nice lyrics?

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 14:47:39 GMT

1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
* er yeah. okay lah. i grew up. you know.

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
* shit i can't remember. ok maybe Physics periods, dance practices, and of course bonding with girlfriends. (: but they ask for favourite moment.

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
* last day of school, graduation day.

4) Where were you when 2005 began?
* in bed. people outside countdown-ing, i sleeping. durr.

5) Who were you with?
* alone in bed.

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
* WORKING!!!

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
* my colleagues, bosses, customers hahahaha REALLY. we're gg to Sentose to PARTAYYYYYYY!!!....and get hit by a periuk the next day.

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
* i stop making resolutions, cus they are more like restrictions! and who actually keeps to them.

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
* no freaking way.

10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
* yes. !

11) If yes, with who?
* haha er myself?

12) If yes, do they know?
* i'm sure as hell deeena knows.

14) You regret it?
* regret what? FALLING IN LOVE WITH MYSELF? LOL.

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
* no.

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
* yepp.

17) Who are your favorite new friends?
* haha actually i didn't really make new friends. our friendships just rekindled.

18) What was your favorite month of 2005?
* i hated everyday cus it was all like mug, mug, mug.....

19) Did you travel outside in 2005?
* yeah haha jb.

20) How many country have you traveled in 2005?
* pathetic 1. eh at least sthg right.

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
* yepp.

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
* yepp.

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
* don't really care. (the fact is i'm to osleepy to recall)

24) What were your favorite songs in 2005?
* banyaklah siol.

25) What was your favorite record in 2005?
* banyaklah siol.

26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
* none. i think. du nno.

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
* eh cb i dunno lah!

28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
* no

29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
* eh cb no lah/ ganja.

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?
* lost count. eh cb im kidding.

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
* refuse to ans. maybe lah.

34) Did you treat anyone badly in 2005?
* duh. i always do.

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
* if she or he did, i don't bother to rmbr. (:

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005, when/where?
* i'd go back to the start. and do everything all over again. really.

40) What are your plans for 2006?
* study HARDER, be happier, make more funky and kool friends, grow long hair, 1 more piercing, appreciate my family more, spend more time with pets and girlfriends and old friends.
and you know, stuffs.

another day tmr with the matszzzzz

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 14:21:37 GMT

I've always stayed away frm horizontal stripes cus I thought that they make me look fat. But, but infact, some are actually PRETTY(: I wish I could do more shopping but it's time to save more money! Emphasized: SAVE MORE MONEHHHH

Today was a good day! Went out with Nurul and Fad (been a loooong time, babes). Had lunch at Pizza Hut United Sq where the service partly sucks. Haha wonder why I went to the United Sq's branch huh, then I met Heriandy! Ok then we went to Paragon to have some $5.40 hazelnut + pistachio + BONBON icecream, and then off to Coffee Bean. And I bought brownie from Brownie Factory (ahem the good ole days) which isn't all that great. None of the ah peks actually sell butterscotch ice cream! Eurgh.

This is very uimportant, i know, but for a heart-shaped face like mine, am i supposed to sweep blush on my cheekbones towards the hairline, or below the cheekbones? Or both? I refuse to look like a clown hahaha!

Chris Brown's Run It! always plays in my mind the minute i feel like dancing. Then I'll play it on my comp and dance. Hah!
'they pretty thick wit the kit that's sick, that need to be hit'
'The way you drop, drop makes me wanna pop'

MLTR is damn famous okay. I was at Woodland's NTUC on Christmas night and That's Why (You Go Away) was playing, so naturally my sis and I were singing to it. And then a couple strolled past us, and the lady sang along to it too! (: I think I'll buy Savage Garden Greatest Hits or something. I love their songs! Or really, I love Darren Hayes. I'm so sick of shuffling my songs since it's always being played in the same shuffled order, so i'm playing it by alphabetical order. It's more fair for the songs that remain unplayed. (?)

I want to watch Brokeback Mountain! It's a story about gay cowboys. Quite nice, the storyline.

SHIT I forgot to buy the kajal for Nurul! ): Okay tmr tmr aft work. I'm dead cus I still haven't buy madz stuffs! SHIT. And, and, mardhiah got into MI! BUT, TT campus. what sia. I AM getting over the fact that many funky and kool people are gg to TT. OH welllll.

Pineapple with pearls from Sweetalk!

Anytime I need to see your face
I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place where
Your crystal mind and
Magenta feelings take up shelter
In the base of my spine
Sweet like a chic a cherry cola

I don’t need to try and explain
I just hold on tight
And if it happens again I might move
So slightly
To the arms and the lips and the face
Of the human cannonball
That I need to I want to

Come stand a little bit closer
Breath in and get a bit higher
You’ll never know what hit you
When I get to you

Ooh I want you
I don’t know if I need you
But ooh I’d die to find out
Ooh I want you
I don’t know if I need you
But ooh I’d die to find out

I’m the kind of person who endorses
A deep commitment
Getting comfy getting perfect
Is what I live for
But a look then a smell of perfume
It’s like I’m down on the floor
And I don’t know what I’m in for

Conversation has a time and place
In the interaction of a lover and
A mate
But the time of talking
Using symbols using words
Can be likened to a deep sea diver
Who is swimming with a raincoat

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 11:13:33 GMT

SELAMAT HARI GATAL! ooops, I MEAN, NATAL!

[my beloved junior AHEM think dennis's hot! haha how cute is that!]

I got 3 more pairs of earrings today, and i'm HIIIIIIGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!! (:

Okay today the lift hadta stop at the 2nd floor and I SAW HIM. He was rubbing his eyes, and I was praying that the lift door would close before he looks up. And it did. (: There was a Malay butch, gag, and her 2 female friends who ordered 5 chicken rice, and I SWEAR, they asked to remove the bones. I was like, fuck you, do we look like we are selling boneless chicken rice? Nonetheless, we painstakingly removed the bones for them. Anw, the butch had the same Playboy purse as me. Yuck. My male boss pronounces begedel as 'berkarat'. I SWEAR. It was damn funny, k.ayu, salihin and me kept laughing over it!

I'm having a new colleague, and it's NURUL NADZIRAH!!! WOOOOH she's da bomb, man. I told my present colleagues that her name is also nurul, so they all hafta call her nurul, and hafta call me deena instead. CAN'T WAIT! Haha then at least now i can brg a cam to work and take pics in the toilet! Oh did i mention, the toilets at hougang plaza is like a setting for Ju-On or sthg?

Omg I'm going out on Tue can't wait can't wait! <3

End of 2005 is comin'! Dude, it feels like 2005 pasts like a blur. I can't remember anything major, except that the classroom is flooded with my drool each time it's Physics period (HAHAHA), nav and me playfully getting pissed with each other, auds and me sending 'love notes' to each other, pissing mien off...O'S! and hmm, what else? getting silver for syf?

sigh.

I felt bad for not coming to work ytd, because in the end we still did not go for the picnic. It was Salihin's birthday ytd, and it was supposed to be his off day. Bt because I didn't come, he hadta come. Shit shit shit. ):

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 14:42:35 GMT

Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

I SWEAR BY DOVE SHAMPOO AND CETAPHIL. Oooooh, the love of them.

I took pics! Ahaha it isn't excatly 'cam-whoring', it's just, you know, ATTEMPTING to be artistik.

my SCREAMING vanity. the pile of junk there is my messy collection of earrings.

my broken prom necklace. i couldn't fix it cus i lost the missing piece.

sometimes i suspect that i was born into the wrong era.

just bought them this mornin' X)

can't live w/o them

i find this thang very sleek.

okay so today, we so went for a family picnic. of course we didn't, duh. it's always like this; we'd plan sthg, and it won't happen. so i slept and woke up and slept and woke up the whole day. Yay work tmr! (: that guy can jolly well fuck himself upside down. i really have no idea how he's gna do that. anyway, we're getting new aprons! woohoo da bomb, baby. i mean, i am getting a new one tmr cus boss left them in her car ytd so she couldn't get it for me. hope i can work part time for the 1st 3 mths. on saturdays or sthg. i really love this job. ): but i hate mornings, cus i always feel moody and pissy. borrowed a cd frm k.yanti and i've got new songs in my comp! at least i don't donwload anymore.(:

/edited/

(:

he can go fuck himself upside down, please.

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 13:58:47 GMT

1. do u believe in soulmates?
50-50 i partly think it's trash, i partly think it's true.

2. why is it hard to let go of someone you love?
it's the emotional attachment. or maybe it's letting go of someone that you're so dependent on?

3. why is it hard to hold on to the one you love?
insecurity. haha trust me!

4. why do men cry after a break-up?
they felt that the could have done something?

5. who will you choose: the man/woman who is the
center of your world or the man/woman who gave
the world to you?
the second one.

6. Are u good in hiding ur emotion?
no, not really.

7. why do we need to love?
because we have nothing to do. or because we feel that's what we OUGHT to do, when of course it isn't. depends on your priorities.

8. Being single or being taken?
being single gets a bit lonely after some time. but being taken is so...i mean, there are days when you dread the idea of being taken right? haha okay nvm.

9. What's so nice in being single?
well you can date a million times! can go out with anyone, do anything, and have moodswings like nobody's business.

10. Why do you think people find it hard to tell
the one they love that they love them?
the awkwardness after that. and of course, the fear of rejection.

11. hardest thing a person can do?
move on? haha.

12. What do u think is d most painful thing d
person u love can do?
tell you that they don't love you any more?

13. How should people cope with breakup/heartache?
give yourself abt 1 month to chill, cry, bitch, or do whatever.

14. Describe love in one word?
troublesome.

15. How do you spend a day with a loved one?
understanding one another.

16. Are you the type of person who expects
too much from someone?
not really.

17. Do you believe that love never dies?
yes. it will always be around.

18. Is it normal not to be jealous?
no.

19. Do you believe in long courtship?
yeah. i wonder how they survive. ?

20. How about long distance relationships?
yea.

21. Do you believe in a long engagement?
yea. i wonder too how they survive.

22. You cant appreciate the rose without accepting
the thorns to love?
i agree. ?

23. Why do you think its hard for people to
accept the past and move on?
i have no idea.

24. Why is it hard to put their trust back to love
again?
it's hard to let another person in.

25. Is love a choice or destiny?
choice. duh.

26. If you're going to give an advice on love?
just be careful.

why do smart people love to say that they hate studying?

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 13:40:32 GMT

Today's my Dad's 50th and my Aunt's birthday!! I got him a chocolate gauteau from Bengawan Solo! X) And tmr we're having a family outing to Changi Beach! Wheeee i love bonding with the family! <3

okay okay this is REALLY horrible. i've been thinking abt him since...quite a long time already? and i hope it's natural that you sometimes ignore the person that you like? okay so last night we had a 6A gathering. not everyone turned up though, but there were quite many. Wei Suan, Dennis, MingRen, Woonchuan, Alan, Jiayi, Liyan, Lynette, Huiqi, Yanqi, Yanshuang, Nalan, Jiemin, Eileen, Lisda and me. actually that's quite a lot i think. to think that i oculd still remember their names! most of them still look the same, same posture,. and still same way of talking except that they either grew taller or shrink, lose or gain weight. really. ok Alan really turned into a beng. he looked like that guy frm 5566 that Kailing is CRAZEEEEE abt. last time. anw, i was a dwarf in 6A last time, bt ytd....i wasn't a dwarf. haha! okay i think that was mean, but really! lisda shud so know what i'm talking abt.

ok supposed to watch Narnia with them, bt lisda and me had work, so we met up with them at marina sq for dinner. man, guys do know how to dress up huh haha! went to BK, and only lis and me had dinner. bt it's the first time i didn't finish up my meal, cus i was busy talking to lynette, dennis and lis. then walk ard suntec . . . and slacked at KFC. Lis and me talked abt so many things. We could still click after 4 years! Ahh i'm glad. and then someone told us, 'the girls that he used to woo last time, are all wooing him now.' haha, but really. he looked so hot now. and he still has that naturally rosy cheeks.

i was talking to Wei Suan on the way to suntec.
Me: Eh u wear blush ah?
WS: Huh what blush?
Me: Aiyah the blush lah.
WS: Oh the Blush lingerie ah? Haha!
Me: Forget it.

I was breathless trying to describe to him the way we slaughter chickens, cus he thought that's what i did for my chicken rice job. -_-

and man, the things we dig out from them! lis was in netball, and she had her ligament torn. and she had two ops done. Lynette was in choir! Mingren was in band! WC was in scouts. Dennis was in Taekwondo. He's national champion okay. And he's damn smart, really. And when i told them i was in Malay Dance, they were, so amused. !!

We didn't took many photos. 3, to be exact. All of us took the train home, and we exchanged numbers. Surprising that all of us still kind of detest the same person.

Dennis(VEEEJAAAAY) and Wei Suan the Blush fanatic.

Mingren(HCI LEH!!!!) and Woonchuan

Lisda and me! She told me she's gg Innova. I told her "God Bless." LOL.

the cake that i bought, the log cake that my sis bought, and my DAD! X)

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 13:10:45 GMT

RIPPED THIS FROM MIMING!! this is crazy. everyone should do this.

Message: List 20 people you know in no particular
order.

1. anita
2. lisda
3. dennis
4. nurul
5. dhivya
6. audrey
7. weisuan
8. fad
9. ashikin
10. fathin
11. ayu
12. john
13. k.arina
14. raihana
15. julie
16. miming
17. k.yanti
18. salihin
19. huiyi
20. navpreet

How did you meet 13 [k.arina]?:
through MLDDS!

What would you do if you never met 5 [dhivya]?:
omgawd my life will be very sad and unencouraged and unloved. !!! and no fights too! bt haha i miss you girl.

What do you honestly think of 10 [fathin]?:
i think she's a very interesting person X)

Have you ever liked 3 [dennis]?:
er, yes.

If 1 [anita] died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?:
mourn and grief and cry like shit.

Would 2 [lisda] and 11 [ayu] make a good couple?:
they make a very good looking couple but no way. haha. lisda is straight, and ayu is my female boss and she's married with 3 kids.

Do you think 12 [john] is hot?:
he's my male boss. so i shan't comment. haha!

Would 1 [anita] and 17 [k.yanti] make a lovely couple?:
NO! HAHA! SIAO AH?? K.yanti is my colleague and she's married, and expecting her 4th kid.

Do you know any of 3's [dennis] family members?:
no.

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14 [raihana] ?:
10! (:

What would you do if 4 [nurul] just professed their undying love for you:
slap her! haha. stick to one lah!

What language does 19 [huiyi] speak?:
chinese(haha), english.

Who is 8 [fad] going out with?:
do i look like i have any idea

Would 18 [salihin]and 5 [dhivya] make a good couple?:
yeah they'll look good. bt salihin is my colleague too and he's married!

When was the last time you talked to 6 [audrey]?:
long time ago, face to face. ):

What is 18's [salihin] favorite band?:
ui guess he likes hiwang malay songs. i like 'em too, now. (:

Would you ever date 1 [anita]?:
as a friend, yes. bt other then that no haha she's straight!

Is 15 [julie] single?:
i don't think so.

What is 19's [huiyi] last name?
er, loh? but that's a surname.

What is 3's [dennis] middle name?:
teng sheng?

What is 10's [fathin] fantasy?:
i don't know. too receive $100000000 Guess vouchers i think hahaha.

Would 14 [raihana]and 19 [huiyi] make a good couple?
omgawd this is nuts!

What school does 16 [miming] go to?:
cedar girls'. next yr nt very sure.

Where does 9 [ashikin] live?
sembawang. morel ike, admiralty, right? haha!

Would you make out with 13 [k.arina]?:
hassa will kill me before that happens!

Are 5 [dhivya] and 6 [audrey] best friends?:
sort of! eh shit i miss 'em. ):

Is 20 [navpreet] older than you?:
NO HAHA.

Is 4 [nurul]the sexiest bitch prettiest girl alive?:
she's sexy! she's pretty! we're all bitchy!

Is 17 [k.yanti] your ex?:
NO. stoppit.

Do you ever see yourself with 12 [john]and 18 [salihin]?:
NO.

How is 2 [lisda]?:
pretty and enjoying her life! though she's a bit stressed out i suspect.

-END-

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 12:46:01 GMT

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty usually is the best policy.
I curse sometimes. HAHAHA SOMETIMES?!
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at times. AT TIMES?!
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now. FOR ONCE NO HAHA!
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. sometimes. . .
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S
I have worn fake hair / fingernails / eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic
I have a lot of mood swings
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty. yeah, shoot me.
Slept with a suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex
I enjoy talking on the phone
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I LOVE TO SHOP
Enjoy window shopping too.
would rather shop than eat it was the other way round last time.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them
I'm a pretty good dancer
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in (a) God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I like someone
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. SERIOUSLY.
I want to have children in the future. gee.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything. (NOT. just got rashes recently.)
I have a lot to learn. being a wiseass here,
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex. HMM.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. (I'm not like some people.)
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work / school to be on Xanga or Livejournal
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex. I've changed haha.
I like surveys.
I am happy at this moment
I'm obsessed with guys. HAHA fucking hell.
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. yeah! in school.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup
I believe in prophetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient on a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules. (they make me nauseous!)
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro. haha no!
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people. YEA.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome. sometimes.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
</b>I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.</b>
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I f**king hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. TOTALLY.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family. HUH?!
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I love vaginas.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession. used to.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products. no way!
I only clean my room when neccesary.
I have pointy-ended ears.
I LOVE korean dramas

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 12:44:27 GMT

OH SHIT SHIT SHIT I IGNORED HIM TODAY! CHEEBYE WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME ?????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Whenever I like someone, I ALWAYS ignore him/her! FUCK LAH but damn he looks so good today, but he looks good everyday in the same attire. AAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH.

my eating pattern has altered BIG TIME. nw i can't even finish up a plate of rice! my appetite has been greatly surpressed ):

Mark my words. Males, everywhere, are all the same. If any of you fuckers want to get to know my friend, then you jolly well go to my friend and talk to her. Don't fucking come to me and pretend to want to get to know me and then ask me to intro my friend. I'm not a fucking dating agency. I'll cut your balls off and flush them down the toilet. And no, i'm not jealous that they want to get to know my friend because 1)I can't decide whether i'm gay or not and 2)He's fugly.

Anyway, those people who are showing off abt the stream that they get in, they can jolly well be animal doctors, and take care of animals such as dogs. Just like themselves. I'm SHOWING OFF that i'm in the arts stream.

Today i went shopping again with Anita! And I got capris from Giordano for half price! X) So embarassing! I pronounced capris as KA-PREES instead of CARE-PREES.

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 12:42:55 GMT

Omg i just realised that upon getting into a science stream, some people are so goddamn happy and proud. Like, WOOOOHOOO, I'M A SCIENCE KID, WOULDJA LOOK AT ME? I feel like smacking their faces and say, 'WOOOOHOOO, I'M AN ARTS KID. WOULDJA LOOK AT ME?' Haha wotever. I read somewhere, that competitive people are insecure people as they depend big time on their achievements to heighten their self esteem. Awww, poor things. But heyyy MI's gonna be fun with Farah and Qian Yi! X) But I hope that MIB has hockey! If not I'll crash MITT. BIG TIME MAN.

Okay so far those going MITT are Yusmar, Andy, Azwan, Ashikin. ):

I bought a tee shirt at Giordano! And I want to slap myself, because it's plain black. How boring can I be ?! And i bought a pair of cheapo pink slippers to be used for work, cus i slipped and fell today when i wore the sneakers. Pain sial! I hit my hip against the stove or sthg. He didn't come down for lunch today! Bt durr, I bet he's sick of eating food from the same coffeeshop every single freaking day.

You know how some people would message you, but then you'll feel damn bad cus you dunno who they are? So I just
do what's supposed to be polite and ask the person who he/she is. And guess what. They don't reply. I'm like, so whatever. What? If I don't know who you are behind the number I'll die isit? I don't get it. Why can't they just reply and say who they are. I MEAN ?! It's just 5 cents! Dude!

Watching LOTR reminds me big time of Harry Potter! And I'm melting all over again when Legolas appears. Sigh, he's suave.

'friends come and go. bye.'

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 14:03:24 GMT

Me: OMFGAWD! Fucking Kool! Please tell me that you got into the Bartley Campus? Cus I won't have any friends!
Him: Why the hell did you choose Bartley? Toh Tuck has the most exciting people you know...

So long, my friends. Haha i thought I would end up in the same school with Yusmar cus he's a fucking Kool friend! But appprently, i did NOT. Eck. Actually I did want to go to TT campus, but after much consideration abt sthg, I did not. bang, mistake. But I don't mind! Like I said, I will make new friends. !

Okay great. But nvm, at least there won't be many familiar faces at Bartley and hopefully, I can fit in. I'm such a high class social misfit YOU KNOW ????!!!!

Today I was in a bad mood during work, but I still do what I was supposed to do, anyway. THE MAKCIK. Omg I feel damn bad now, but I was kinda being nonchalant and snappy towards her cus she's so panicky! Like evtm there's no coins for change, she'll panic and she'll say,'EH MACAM MANER?' like it was some kind of emergency crisis. And because she's so panicky and she likes to say,'EH MAK KAU' and things like that, sometimes i get a bit shocked and knock into sthg. And she puts stuffs at the wrong places, and today i accidentally knocked down a jug of water onto the floor and I had to mop evthg up because of HER and she didn't even say anything. 4@#$U@*#$@*#Q%Y@#&$

Thank goodness he was there today, so evthg was alright (: We are talking now, anyway. I lost count of the number of 'Take a deep breath, and count 1-10' that I hadta do since work started. Anw, boss blew up big time today. She was furious with the night shift people.

Met up with Anita after work. Went to eat at New York Pizza (did i mention that it's HALAL MUIS-CERTIFIED in case any fuckers want to gossip . . .), and then we went to get our hair cut together together! Now she's sorta infatuated by my hairstylist. Heh, didn't I say that he's lovable, though he's gay-ish? (: Then we went to her house cus I needed to pee badly, and she gave me a necklace she bought from Thailand! OMG SHE DID SO MUCH SHOPPING WHILE IN THAILAND. She had 2 school bags SPECIFICALLY to put in the shoes that she bought.

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 11:54:40 GMT

This is so one-sided, but let me make this clear to you.

Our friendship ends here, it's heartbreaking enough. This time, there's no cement or UHU or nail glue or snot to fix us.

'FUCK TO YOU.', as said by Charles Kingshaw.

She's in fashion, oooh-oooh oooooooh.

Anita calls us, 'Career Women.'

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 11:45:33 GMT

things happen when you least expect it.

Everyday when my boss pays me after 8 hours of fun work, except for today when it was TOTALLY boring because there were so few customers, I'd hafta sign this accounts book. And I'll never fail to feel a pang of guilt each time I see it. I'll always ask myself,'What happened to the money?' Well, that's me. I'm a fucking spendthrift and I can't seem to stop. And I buy things like bags and shoes which my mums scolds me for. That doesn't include clothes and earrings and haircut YET.

I'll JUST buy ONE MORE BAG, ~~and one more pair of heels.~~ And throw in a polo and a tee. And abt 3 more earrings. FULL STOP.

Thank God I didn't buy the iPod.

ARRRGGGGHHHH I AM learning to save!

i'm not trying to sound like as if the whole world wants to add me on Friendster, but can they at least have the courtesy to msg me before adding? I mean, am I expected to know who the hell is 'Factor?'

I LIKE DOING DUMB THINGS LIKE THESE.

1. Is your friendster name your real
name?
No, DURR. Who names their kid Bzu?

2. Elaborate on your primary photo.
Classmates and I during our last week in Cedar. ):

3. Who introduced friendster to you ?
i forgot. I swear.

4. How many testimonials do you have? *
100 plus i think?

5. Who is your bestfriend?
Anita! durr!

6. What is your current problem?
Saving money. I'm doomed.

7. What are you doing right now?
Looking at Eminem's Curtain Call.

8. What do you love most?
er money. i think that's not a right answer, but neither is it wrong.

9. What makes you happy?
retail theraphy.

10. Are you musically inclined?
NO dammmmmmmmit.

11. What would you do if you woke up one morning and found out you were on cocaine?
i won't be surprised you know.

12. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be?
tell my boss to give me only 20% of my salary, and give me the rest at the end of the month. I'll die.

13. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what will you be?
i'll be an ant.

14. Name ONE obvious quality you have
MESSY.

15. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
Dance Dance!

16. Are you happy today?
Yeah! I dressed up for work like I was gg for a party. Complete with earrings and makeup(!) all and the boss teased me.

17. Who will cut and paste this first?
i have no idea.

18. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
Umm i forgot.

19. Have u ever vandalized someone's private property?
durr.

20. who is the last person you wanna get stuck with?
Fiona Ting! Omg she's like the prettiest thing alive, she so could represent Singapore for Ms World or sthg.
Like, I'm TOTALLY kidding, durr.

21. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
NO FREAKING WAY.

22. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
strangely, the way he carries himself. Er for eg., what he wears and how he talks and walks.

23.What do you usually order from starbucks?
I don't usually go Starbucks. (:

25. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
yupp.

26. Say something totally random about you:
i wish i knew how to put on eyeshadow properly.

27. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
NO haha what? I look like Pierce Brosnan?

28. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
do cartoons count?

29. Did you have braces?
NO! haha.

31. Do you speak any other languages?
malay, a little bit of Chinese (think vulgarities.) and a little bit of Tamil! think vulgarities too!

32. Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
haha for what omgosh.

33. What magazines do you read?
Cleo, Female, sometimes 8days.

34. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
no.

35. Has anyone you were really close with passed away?
yupp. not really close, just close.

36. Do you watch mtv?
no.

37. What's something that really annoys you?
annoying people who are damn kiasu, and who keeps asking me where's this, where's that, when it's right under their noses. it's really fucking annoying but i forgive them cus they're the elderly. BUT STILL.

38. What's something you really like?
milk.

[I THINK I'VE DONE THIS BEFORE.]

FACT 1:
+ Name : deena
+ Birth date: 19th April 1989
+ What are u doing right now : scratching my body cus it's itchy.

FACT 2: Your?
+ Most overused phrase(s) : can't think of any because I use many phrases nowadays. but the most common one i think is 'Thank You'.
+ Thoughts first when waking up : aiyah shiat, work.
+ Usual bedtime : after 12, ard 1235.
+ Most missed memory : CEDARCEDARCEDARCEDARCEDARCEDARCEDAR

FACT 3: Preferences..? (this has been asked a million and one times in all surveys, i reckon.)
+ Pepsi or Coke : Coke.
+ McDonald's or Burger King : BK.
+ Chocolate or vanilla : chocolate
+ Cappuccino or Latte : latte

FACT 4: Do you?
+ Smoke : What d u think?
+ Sing : Yeah, when the boss's outside the shop cutting things and Siti is singing on Warna. haha.
+ Have a crush : YEAH BABEY.
+ Think you're really in love : no.
+ Want to get married : yes! for reasons only known to Anita.
+ Believe in yourself : half of the time.
+ Get motion sickness : sometimes.
+ Think you're a health freak : no.
+ Get along with your parents : er.
+ Like thunderstorms : i don't like, like them.
+ Play an instrument : NO.

FACT 5: In the past month, you?
+ Drank alcohol : No
+ Eaten sushi : No
+ Been on stage : No
+ Gone skating : No

FACT 6:
+ Age you hope to be married : 24 ish. If anyone wants to marry me, that is.
+ Numbers of Children : 2!
+ Names : Hehe i dunno.
+ Describe your Dream Wedding : i dunno lah stupid!
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? : i dunnolah stupid!

FACT 8: In a girl/boy you would want?
+ Best hair color : shit it doesn't matter okay.
+ Short or long hair : short. somehow THIS matters.

FACT 9: List the number of: -
+People u trust in your life : 1.
- cd u own : 0
- Piercings : FOUR! Omgawd it's A FOUR! -.-
- Tattoos : ZILCH

FACT 10: What..?
+ song are you listening to now? : Nothing.
+ What is ur fav subject? : Chemistry. But durr i suck at it.

Seriously, I don't ever wanna grow up and be an adult.
No more BK Student meals.
No more 45cts bus/mrt fares.
No more jalan-jalan or lepak everyday.

I COPIED FROM K.ARINA! (:
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Wed, 14 Dec 2005 14:18:43 GMT

Favorite Colors: black, green.

Favorite Food: NOT chicken rice.

Favorite Song: many! one of them is Run It!!

Favorite Movie: Awww Braveheart.

Favorite Sport: shopping(haha), soccer, hockey, bball, watching rugby

Favorite Season: summer durrr.

Favorite Day Of the Week: none.

Favorite Ice Cream Flavor : butterscotch!!!

Favorite Time of Day: none. it's all the same.

Favorite Places: currently Hougang Plaza hahahaha!

9 CURRENTS

Current Mood: headache-y

Current Taste: er in guys? manjun-malay mix. HAHAHA.

Current Clothes: class shirt and shorts.

Current Toenail Color: er its in its natural state.

Current Time: 10pm

Current Surroundings: studying/comp/store room.

Current Thoughts: jerk.

Current Hairstyle: messy and uncombed

Current Weather: er a bit humid.

8 FiRSTS

First Best Friend: Shaheila.

First Kiss: my parents.

First Pet: fishes! kois, to be exact.

First Crush: haha my primary sch hockey boys captain. -SWOON- not.

First Car: wait long long ok.

First Boyfriends: i'm shy.

First Job: helping out at Puteri Dian with its char siew rice and wanton noodle.

First Enemy: boys in primary school.

7 LASTS

Last Meal: rice with sardine in black pepper sauce. and, half an egg.

Last Drink: honey with water.

Last Car Ride: on prom? hahaha!

Last Kiss: eh shuddup lah.

Last Cell phone call: my mum. la dee dum.

Last CD: none! i dl songs. (:

Last Girlfriend/Boyfriend: long time ago.

6 HAVE YOU EVER

Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Guy/GirlFriends: yupp.

Have You Ever Broken the Law: yupp.

Have You Ever gone Sky diving: nope. !

Have You Ever gone Skinny Dipping: haha no. im too self-conscious to do that.

Have You Ever Been on TV: haha cant remember.

Have You Ever Kissed Someone You didn't know?: no.

5 THiNGS

1 Thing You're Wearing: ear sticks.

1 Thing You've Done Today: slept until 430.

1 Thing You Can Hear Right Now: Some Malay drama on tv.

1 Thing You Can't Live Without: oxygen, durr.

1 Thing You Do in your spare time: listen to Power 98. or fantasising of things to buy.

4 PLACES YOU'VE BEEN TODAY

1. my room
2. toilet
3. hall
4. and then, toilet again.

not bad for today, huh?

3 PEOPLE THAT YOU LOVE

1. parents
2. anita
3. myself
atcually there's more than that.

2 CHOiCES

1. Black or White: black. it has a slimming effect.
2. Hot or Cold: Cold.

1 CRUSH

Who is it: someone frm nyjc. oops.